Sooo, I'm completely cold turkey now. Wow. I genuinely never thought that I'd ever be without my safety blanket of medication, but here I am. And I did it all by myself.
The doctor told me to choose whenever I want to come off my meds, so I did. How unprofessional is that?! I'm preeeetty sure that she would have a duty to a person in a vulnerable position to ensure that all support stystems were in place... I guess my appointment was just before her lunchtime or something..
So after a month on 25 mg I stopped. Its been two weeks now and I'm still here so it can't be that bad. In fact I feel like a big fosty mist has been completely removed from inside my head.
The downside is I cry. At. Everything. I am writing this watching Million Pound Drop and they just won a load of money. I'm sobbing. In fact I sob at everything on TV. I broke down because I was bored. I broke down when my Word document didn't print in the right font.... you get the picture.
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