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I want to scream for help. I don't feel like I can take it anymore I feel so crap. The stupidest things have got me these past few days: my make-up wouldn't go right on Saturday morning so I felt like the whole world was against me. I could feel anger burning up inside of me and I got so frustrated I just couldnt control that feeling so I broke down.

The smallest things that let me down feel like the world is against me and I just don't want to live on that day. Like when Sainsburys didn;t have any sandwhiches I wanted for lunch. I cried for an hour straight. I can't even explain why but it kills me.

I'm sat at home in bed feeling like the weight of the world is sat on my heart. I'm angry because people can;t drop everything right there and now to be with me and make me better. I'm angry because I can't control this feeling of shitness and I can't even explain it. And I'm angry because I'm writing it all down here and I'm realising how bad I really do feel.


Help.