I can feel myself slipping away again. I feel so angry and frustrated I just want to SCREEAMMMM!
Even writing this, when I do a typo or the cursor makes me start writing in stupid places I just want to put my fist through the screen.
It feels so silly, it was triggered by the fact that my bedroom is being decorated but nothings been done for weeks so I'm living in the hallway with my stuff everywhere and its stressing me out so frickin much! And that leads to me haaating my parents coz they're not spending their time helping me out, and then dad cooks spicy chicken for dinner which he knows I hate and blah blah blah it feels like my world is caving in. :(
I feel so silly admitting whats getting to me because I know to others it probably looks like nothing, but its all making me just break down and hate life and everyone and everything in it.
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